It Will Happen

How do you think it feels to be ignored? How do you think it feels when you talk but everyone is bored? You try your best yet fail again. When will this madness end? You try to defy others and reach to the sky. But eventually, you’ll make it there so ignore their lies.

One day your dream will come true. It will happen. I swear.

I'm back!

After being gone for quite a while! I am back! It is my goal now to blog more than ever on here! I am sorry that I have been away from quite sometime but life happens and people get busy.

However, I have some very exciting news to share with all of you!

1. I participated in NaNoWriMo this year. I have completed a manuscript of over 47 thousand words. This story is called Cursed. To me, this story is like magical realism due to some supernatural stuff occurring in it. I will be posting more about Cursed later though!

2. I have just published a new eBook! Yes, that's right. Today my novella, Revenge, was given the okay to be published it is currently available at: http://www.autharium.com/Ebook/Rita/revenge-1. You can also wait a few weeks and it will become available on other sites such as Amazon! For the promotional period, this novella is free.

3. If you have a tumblr, you should follow my blog on there too! You can find it at: http://www.tumblr.com/blog/towriteornottowrite27 . I am on this blog all of the time and do lots of free writes on it.

4. I have joined BookDaily.com. I have no idea what I'm doing though so any assistance about how to use it efficiently would be most appreciated!

5. Check out my poetry eBook at: http://www.amazon.com/Poem-Selections-ebook/dp/B008OXS7KA/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1355885362&sr=1-2&keywords=rita+cain

Thanks guys! You're fantastic!

Words

Words are so tiresome,
they say many things.
they never get a break or rest,
they put your know how to the test.

Words can be strong or week,
it just depends on what you seek.
Words can be placed together in so many ways,
rearrange the words to change what you say.

Words have it hard.
They are used over and over.
They are used improperly or shortened.
Words often get abused.

I commend words for taking on such a task.
If I was a word,
I don't think that I would last.

Exciting News!

Hello everyone,
I am very pleased to state that I am now a published author! My eBook submission of a poetry book is now on the market! If you are interested in looking at it click this link: http://www.autharium.com/Ebook/Rita/poem-selections

Thanks and have a wonderful day!

Indifferent

Hello again, remember me?
 I was once the girl you'd get on one knee.
Times have changed, you moved on.
For a while, I sung a mournful song.

It wasn't easy.
It wasn't fair,
especially when I knew you were still there.

Now you still care?
What a laugh,
what a joke,
are you trying to make me choke?
The tears come streaming down my face.
Its as if my heart is made out of lace.

I remember our case.
 The moments once so happy and true.
Still things went a rue.
You brought me a lot of happiness
but you brought a lot of misery too.
 I don't know what to do.

Happy Ending

I yearn for a twist in fate. Sure yeah, a happy ending sounds out of date. We all know that happy endings are so old school but I've made up my mind. It's too late. Just because it's not easy, doesn't mean that its fake. You have to work hard to get what you want. I'm willing to work hard if you'll make a start. Please try it now before it all goes tart. I have my hopes and dreams and I include you there. Sometimes life is not fair. But don't you think I'm the one who would dare. I want a happy ending, there.

Disappointment

Disappointment happens.

I guess I should accept that now

and when it happens I should just take a bow.

Sometimes I disappoint myself and others too.

But hey, what can you do?

You give your best effort,

your valiant try.

There is no reason to cry. 

I cannot be perfect,

although, I've tried.

The stride for perfection will just turn you dry.

Summertime

Summertime when the nights are warm,
and the bugs swarm.
Summertime when kids are free to do as they please
 and be who they want to be.
Summertime when people become more tan
and its so hot you need a fan.
Summertime when people are by the fire,
to say you don't make smores would make you a liar.
Summertime when life begins to change
and freedom has a wider range.

Chance

I can't be with you, but I wish I could. When you came into my life, I couldn't stand you. Now I can't stand being away from you. You changed my perspective and gave me new life; a day without you can only give me strife. I wish you'd give it a chance and not be afraid. I know it's scary, but side by side we can be brave. I can't let you be someone that I use to know because where you are is where I wanna go. <3

Cheers To Nighttime

Cheers to nighttime,
when one may lay themselves to rest
after they have endured todays test.

Cheers to nighttime,
allowing nature to get it's beauty sleep
Everything and everyone including little peeps.

Cheers to nighttime,
oh how the sun grew wary,
and the stress that everyone carries

Cheers to nighttime,
placing a magically mist upon the land,
the nightly performance of the cricket band.

Cheers to nighttime,
for always being there,
even when the sunshine forgot it's share.

Pretty Girls

So maybe, I'm not the funniest, prettiest, or smartest.
Maybe, I don't have hair that falls down make back in a shining mane.
Maybe, I'm not perfect but I'm humane.

Pretty girls do whatever they please,
they do what they like and they're only a tease.
Pretty girls where sweats and don't have care
because either way, you'll be there.
Pretty girls, hurt others and make them cry
They make others mentally die.

Once I wanted to be a pretty girl,
A sweet little thing,
Go on day by day and just sing.
Then I learned their lure was like that of the sirens,
pretty to hear but ugly up close.
Heaven knows their insides are gross.

Behind the compliments they get,
the favors completed,
is a girl who has been defeated.
She never learned how to truly cope,
when she feels bad she puts others on a slope,
a downward descent for the sake of herself.

So maybe, I'm not the best you,
but my heart beats true.
I love you and don't want to hurt you.
If I did, I'd be just the same,
just another pretty girl untamed.

Sorry

I'm sorry.
I really am.
I'm sorry that I can't and you can.
I wish I could be with you.
I wish I might. 
But when the day turns to night.
You go behind my back,
out of sight.


You think you've fooled me,
but not again.
You think you've fooled me,
but this is the end.


So I'm sorry that we can't be this way.
But I'll have someone better someday.